I suppose because I didn't think I could do anything else after a while. I started out being a chef [then] working in an office and thinking that I was going to be a clerk and all that stuff.
It was in the Civil Service of all things, but I worked in an office for a couple of weeks and that put paid to that. So I tried something that I thought was just going to be fun, and went to a youth theatre whilst I was still working as a chef and loved it. I loved the aspect of creating something that people could believe in, even though I'd just made it up.
I remember the first day I went in I built a wall, obviously out of thin air, but the audience or the people who were watching it completely accepted that I was building this brick wall and I just thought, 'that is magical.' So that's what I wanted to do for the rest of my life.
"I was beaten within an inch of my life, then forced to watch as my daughters were raped before my very eyes. I think that I understand pain quite intimately."